Jack, this is when I became so desperate I wanted to try and starve myself to force them to let me go. It didn't work because I did not know at the time it was all a scam so there was no "Todd Brown, Assistance Directory General of ASIO" to help me nor did Goran Markovic ever care. All I ended up doing was making myself very ill and weak from lack of food, and my mental state deteriorated from the lack of food, exposure to the cold sleeping in my car, and the continual stress and trauma of the situation and abuse from Goran Markovic.
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Sent: Friday, 10 October 2014, 19:45
Since you think I am a traitor I will no longer meet you or accept any money from you. I will also not get money from any other source which I doubt that I would be able to do anyway. From today, I refuse to eat until I am allowed to go free from this nightmare. I can only see this ending in 1 of 3 ways: you compromise and make an agreement; you hand yourself in, or I end up starving myself to death.
I have become so desperate as to now starve myself than to continue in this nightmare. And if you think I am joking or that this is a game, then let us all wait 3 weeks until I am very ill. I estimate that I will be very ill within that time from the combined lack of food, exposure to the cold and my already weakened state from going hungry for so long.
You are the one who has betrayed me every day you have kept me in this nightmare. You could have persuaded Todd to give me what I wanted and let me go free long ago. But for your own selfish reasons you have used and abused me and kept me in this situation.
You think so little of me to leave me day after day waiting and telling me little, to be at your convenience. And I have not mentioned the various ways I have suffered through this ordeal. It shows a contempt of me when I have sacrificed and suffered so much yet you continue to be nasty and abusive. It is obvious you think so little of me.
So I will continue to sleep in my car and not eat. I have told Todd I want the following:
the official letter documenting the $150,000 owed to my family and I and a date within 2 weeks that it will be paid in full to us,
the return of my lithuanian passport and laptop
and enough cash for me to live on ($5000) so I can go back to the UK and get a flight home. Sis has not received anything in the mail and I doubt she ever will.
You have not only destroyed my life but you have made every day a living hell for nearly 6 months. It is because of you I want to kill myself. Why dont you tell your mother that I am so desperate now that I would rather starve myself to death than continue trapped in this nightmare? Also tell her how nasty and abusive you have been to me. We all curse the day you came into my life. You have made my family suffer tremendously and they still suffer. Sis is worried sick about me. You have caused my family and I so much misery, pain and suffering but I doubt you care. I expect you do make your usual nasty threats as you usually do.
You and Todd have 3 (maybe 4) weeks until I become very ill.